callmymomstopdoingdrugscall911

.So i have a fucking thanksgiving eve story for your ass,,now let me save you the part about a kid who thought they were smarter than everyone else. Lets talk about the part where i wanted to get my life together. So I'm with my EX boyfriend..yes my EX. dont make that look at me everyone fucks up i am not a loner in this department..We're sitting on the bench smoking on GOD KNOWS WHAAT!! i just know im high as fuck. I keep looking at my phone when i realize this is what i have been doing for about 20 minutes now..I know now i need to get out of the park now!! I stand op and turn to walk and startled my legs for a few seconds..it feels like hours before i have relalized i have walked in the same circle for min!! my legs are beginning to ache and i just knew i was TRIPPING BALLS!!! Sights are sharp and i could only see the two feet in front of me, i was walking..falling frontward slightly while going downhill..I run straight away through a bushel of trees into the car all while carrying one solid racing thought..i was going to die that day..My ex joins me in the car and tells me to put my seatbeat on....I closed my eyes for one moment and woke up in hell..i mean grass was auburn red the sky was orange yellow and i was greeted my the drunks on the corner who also done so much more wrong in life..I was absolutely ;broken down..scared and...so very relieved..I had said you know what i am going to stop doing drugs now..I was only relieved when i thought no one had to know about this little tryst..