so i did NOT die..

ok so the last time you guys heard from me i was basically high beyond my own brain mass and could barely say my own name...yes, i relapsed. i spent 3 days getting high as 5 kites and as i look back on those 3 days i am glad to say i am still alive because i could be 6 feet under right now. I have attended exactly one NA meeting..i have rid myself of all social media associated with drug usage and i have no contact with any persons who deal with drugs..I also decided that i wanted to start a channel on YouTube blogging about my experience getting sober for the second time.. i think it will be a good release..i have also been writing poetry..it may be kind of crappy right now but hey at least im not shooting up heroin..Anyhoo just wanted to update you guys who give a shit about this blog and let you know that .. I DID NOT DIE..