Oh she sang sang..

well..im back bitches..its been a whirlwind of a few months..so i fucked up and fell into the rabbit hole again..by that i mean i got back on drugs..but im clean AGAIN..idk why i keep doing this to myself..i get clean and stay clean for a while until things get tough then im back in the well putting on lotion on its skin before it gets the hose again (SILENCE OF THE LAMBS) but anyways..IM ENGAGED!!! My long term girlfriend said yes to me..finally.. and we are about to become dog moms..so that part of my life seems pretty figured out..for right now..but i have a dream..that one day..i will be a successful singer/performer..im pursuing a singing career..ik how cliche..but no forreal i feel like i have a message that could be best put into the world through song..who knows where this journey will take me...but all i know is..life is short so im going to chase this dream all the way to the other side of the rainbow..